RETRO MADNESS!
i felt that i am in love with retro!
yay
and finally the launch of performance lab and band studio is gone and finish
FINALLY
the dance quite good i mean in overall
GOOD JOB GIRLS
and for those doing the public performance,
retro is over and now it is time to buck up for the public performance.
le's not make ryan angry
try harder and do our best

<3 ZOE. 9:39 PM

Ok...now i am in school doing the e-learning thingy which i skipped ytd. seriously it sucks
it teach you how to use the lead.com in times of emergency and such. anyway...i am blogging now coz i finish the dumb survey and that survey even have score?!
wth.
anyway...the contact i am wearing now...haiz. it just sucks.
it so don make my day.
tml will be the preview for the launching of the performance lab and the band room.
Pray that i'll do my best and dance well
adious~

<3 ZOE. 3:19 PM

i think i suck badly and maybe i should have quit the public performance, it wasn easy. Plus ppl who take words seriously like me, fall even more under ryan's word.i dunno what ryan said it for, but seriously, it lower down my self esteem. WHY?
i sacrifice everything, even my abba father, why things happen out like that.
i wish sumbody could just get a gun and shoot me down.can sumbody do this please.
i wish to give up

<3 ZOE. 9:13 PM

instantly, i felt like shyt.
i noe she is better than me but you dun have to make me feel so inferior
you may think it is playplay,blahblah and shyt and stuff
just boo hoo, sob sob and be gone.
i felt so INFERIOR,I'M SHYT.
i tried my best.
Today 'begot' 4 daughters
haha
shu xian, cindy, yan ting and zi en
haha... all my daughters,
mummy promise lollipops XD
hmmm...
i felt so i.n.f.e.r.i.o.r
i onli want to do my best and not to let ppl jeer at me
in the end
it onli bring down my self esteem
a cm and it is touching the ground.
it is hard to forgive at times.

we were suppose to find retro clothes ytd but in the end we bought a piece each?
sam and me went to paradigm to find ah gong, dorigo, federick and the rest.
hmm...was fun .

a protrait of ah gong...haha.after that, federick put a piece of tissue on top,then we all say, ah gong is dead.lols
then we 'mourn' for a sec and we started laughing like crazy.
then we started to put eyes and nose on the piec of paper and said ah gong went for plastic surgery. then federick took the spoon and chop the face into half..everybody was almost in tears and then they say ah gong face distorted..
make us laugh like crazy

<3 ZOE. 7:41 PM

Sports day is finally over! Yea
coz of the stupid sport day, I reach home ard 7+ and my
sis have to suffer starvation.
Hmm, I am just to tired to blog.
But i've got lots to say and i wun bottle them up

1) What right does a teacher have to call his pupils a retard.
Teachers are there to be the giver of knowledge and not to call ppl retard.
So what right does Mr Chan have to call ppl a retard and pull their hair

2)There is just to many things for me to cope
I have to cope with my studies, CCA, church stuffs and lots more.
I dun even have a breathing space
Now that i'm sec 2, the workload and everything just doubled!
I'm just so tired

3)Finally this gruesome week is over!For the past few days, I slept later than 11 just to complete my work and everything
Haiz..I seriously cannot stand it anymore.

Can I just put down everything and lay back.
I cant go on anymore, I am super super tired.
Please give me my sleeping pills

I w a n t t o f o r g e t e v e r y t h i n g a n d l i v e l i f e t h e w a y i t i s .

btw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUI YU!

<3 ZOE. 9:57 PM

What: Public Performance
Where:DBS art centre (somewhere near clark quey)
Tickets selling at $10 &$20
Timing :2pm and 7pm
I would like to encourage ppl to come and support the performing arts grp =)

[for info about the tickets,please approach me =)]

<3 ZOE. 10:23 PM

'fedup with life and the things are going'-Eminem, Guilty Conscience

seriously i am really fedup with life.things have been passing so fast and so many things have happen.Ppl have changes.Everything change le. from the usual 'i sleep at ten with my homework done' attitude to now 'heck care with the homework,continue with the fun' attitudeslackitude.
The only thing i enjoy the most in life now is services on sats and weekly dance every thur.
that's the only time i can put down every single thing and dance or to worship and love the Lord. There's also lots of things keeping the distance between me and God farthur.Rmb last yr during one cellgroup meeting, the Lord spoke;'I love you, Do you love Me?' I totally felt the love of God and i broke down. Recently, when we had cellgroup with sis Jo, the altar call, yes the Lord knew.I am tired, spiritually, emotionally and physically. For that past weeks, i cried, i felt unloved, i felt isolated,i felt sick of everything,i felt like giving up,I just wanna vent it all out. But i dun really look tired of everything, in school i can crap and lame around. That's is because i had my friends with me. If i dun have them around, I would have been in the institute of mental health le.
I thank God for the friends around me and everything he had given me.
[every tear you cry, is precious in His eyes]
the Lord noes every single thing you are doing and no matter wat he will love you.

Come to the father
though your gifts is small
broken heart broken lives
he will take them all
with the power of the word
and power of his blood
everything was done so you would come.

Abba father, I love you
Will you let me return and love you again?

<3 ZOE. 10:08 PM

I finally finish the chinese articles reasearch!man
so tired
i have been rushing projects and stuffs until late at night and now i rushing maths
anyway have been okok for this few days except that i think i injured my foot sumwhere at the sole.
eheh..
sian diao i very tired

<3 ZOE. 8:36 PM

-Maths
-English picture description
-4 journals
-To kill a mockingbird questions
-read the book
-Chinese project
-History project
-Homec project
-CE worksheet(partially done)
-Chinese homework

so many more to do...can i die T.T

<3 ZOE. 2:16 PM

i HATE to see Ryan frown and I dun want him to frown.i want to dance well.although we'r not familliar with the routine..WE WILL TRY HARDER.

<3 ZOE. 8:33 PM

I am so friggin' tired now..
i just came back from cutting my hair and checking my eyes
the lady look at me seriously and said' whoa.ur degree worsen alot.
my mum heard that,she ask the lady wat causes it.
the first thing she said
computer.
immediately my mum say..
see lar.
anyway...i cannot get the watever disposable type..
i need to get the permenant type.
becoz of my eyes.
and they say it can last two or more yrs
come to think of it.
maybe is quite cheap too.
but one shot 200 bucks
my mum requested it to be deducted from my bank acc
go ahead
and ya mummy.
i haven get with you for poking my nose where the pimple is.
sam can even heard me screaming form the othe side of the phone
eheh.
the winter dance is abstract!!
i am emotionless
i screamed ouch so loud until sam also can hear from the phone

<3 ZOE. 3:43 PM

I went to watch the shaggy dog today at cineleisure with merilyn,melissa,eugene and esther.wasnt that nice though.anyway i gtg slp..tml there's dance wonder what's ryan gonna do.

<3 ZOE. 11:38 PM

-Maths
-English poetry thingy
-4 journals
-To kill a mockingbird questions
-read the book
-Chinese project
-History project
-Homec project
-CE worksheet(partially done)
-Chinese homework

Muahahaha a totally efficient worker like me finish 4 journals in a day XD

<3 ZOE. 12:18 PM

-Maths
-English poetry thingy
-4 journals
-To kill a mockingbird questions
-read the book
-Chinese project
-History project
-Homec project
-CE worksheet(partially done)
-Chinese homework

<3 ZOE. 11:53 PM

jus came back from compass...with merilyn
sian diao
again this is window shopping
humph...
gotta start on the history script soon
before i have to burn midnight oil
T.T
anyway i am starting on a homework ton!
yea i;m not gonna sleep until i finish all!
dunno when start and i already get all the things prepared le....
BISCUITS AND COFFEES!
and letme noe when the kbox ton kkz

<3 ZOE. 10:29 PM

oh yea...itchy all over ...the darn red ants.
anyway today svc was great except that i almost fell asleep...though
anyway...
happy holidays all though this holiday was kinda sadistic ones with homework and school stuff
seriously ppl..
go destress before you start counting slanted trees for those who noe wat i mean
go shopping or watever
anzoe is 12/4, 8/2, 2/1 free
so pick up the phone and call
and uhh...
oh ya
spelling bee is postponed
dun have to feel stress yea!
still got projects and stuff
gotta work on it =)
whee.
today take cab home with ah gong and est
est wasn feeling well
so send her home first
then est msg
say wan back the change
ah gong dun wan giv
so i tell est
est reply
'if he dun want to return,he have to treat the whole cg haagen daz'=D
think ah gong rather return the 3.80 than to waste much more on ice cream
brain washing ah gong in progress...
=)

<3 ZOE. 12:10 AM

yea finally is the eand of term 1 2006!
IT IS NEVER COMING BACK!!
=)
anyway not good for holidays
why?!
becoz of holidays assignment(S)
-Maths
-English poetry thingy
-4 journals
-To kill a mockingbird questions
-read the book
-Chinese project
-History project
-Homec project
-CE worksheet
-Chinese homework

bleah.so much for a one week holiday
summore got dance ...busybusybusy

yaddayaddayadda

<3 ZOE. 10:21 PM

如果你快乐,我也快乐...

getting sadistic every single day..
anyway got back the report book le
sian diao
As and Cs
humph
coz of the ca1 not counted
get so low marks
anyway mrs you lie lar
can get back report card lor
aiyo
anyway so tired
think finally can get a good night sleep
hmmm
anyway we are having one public performance?
yea.right
summore the theme is winter
are we suppose to freeze dance there?
gaah
lots of homework and projects
they come second
God come first
I love you Abba Father
and
play comes in between 1 & 2
Muahahahaha
I',m lovin it
hehe
guess i'm crazy
anyway
i siaoo diaoo le
dunno why
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
hope everybody do well =)

i'm sorry if i offended you in anyway
sorry...

<3 ZOE. 8:05 PM

I'M SO TIRED.BLOG MORE TML!

<3 ZOE. 11:04 PM

ytd was a fabulous night ever.
the gals night out
we reach far east around 6.55
so sorry serene,wasnt able to support you lor..
anyway we went to cineleisure,
take neos.
poor ah gong all the pose copy by us
when he sees it,he might burst a vessel or two
>.<
lolololololololololol
next we went to the arcade to play the puck while merilyn and esther played the ddr
there this guy that joined us.his strength was OMGoodness
so now i have an aching hand and back
heehee so we went out of the arcade to heeren.
heeren...lotsa ppl
went to look for prisca's dress for her couz wedding.
so we went from daniel yam to the next shop beside it call Is i think.yea
then from is went up to ed hardy!
ED HARDY!!
GUESS WAT!
a shirt cost 221.90 T.T
i can totally cry
T.T.T.T.T.T.T.T.T.T.T.T
221.90?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
*Faints*
from ed hardy T.T
to where?
ee beach wear i think?
yea
then we went to 77th street...
I WANNT BUY LOTSA THINGS!
then we sat at this graffiti ? cafe and eat dinner at 9+
while merilyn get eugene .
we took lots of neos with JOLLY SHANDY
then with the same ah gong pose =.=
by the time i reach home is 11 but that's okay

WEISHAN!
WE GONNA TON KBOX!

<3 ZOE. 6:06 PM

why does things happen this way
why always it goes not the way we wanted
when ppl ask why we believe in God what wld you say
i found the answer
the answer is
things nver happen the way we wanted in this broken down world.it seems that we ourselves also dunno why this happen
the onli way is to trust in God and believe that he,King of Kings and Lord of Lords is making things right for you.
onli then you will find peace
this week
ever since mon,i believe i was never that happy before.
I have been in 'depression' state
trials and tribulations will onli make me stronger
bad things i hear not
so watever ppl say in their blog about watever things.i wun care coz is that you are judging ppl and in turn judge by God..and this person i must convey a msg to her if shes ever her to read and say anything she wants

STOP JUDGING PPL.I TELL YA.STOP ACTING CUTE.
THE TRUTH IS I DUN LIKE YOU AT ALL.
YOU'VE STEP BEYOND MY LIMITS AND
SERIOUSLY
I NEVER LIKE YOU SINCE THE FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL
WANTED TO TELL YOU ALOT OF TIME TO FREAK OFF BUT DUN BOTHER TO SAY
ANYWAY,JUST TO SAY,IF WE EVER FIGHT
REMEMBER IS NOT YOU OR I GONNA SUFFER,IS THE REST OF THE FRIENDS ARD US.
AND MIND YOU,I HOPE YOU NOE WHO YOU ARE.
DUN TRY TO ACT ARD ME AND YOU BETTER STAY A DISTANCE AWAY FROM ME AND MY BEST FRIEND. IF YOU EVER SLAP HER DUN CARE IN A JOKING WAY OR WHAT..
I MAKE SURE YOU'LL GET SLAPPED BACK TILL YOU CRY.I MEAN IT.
I AM NEVER JOKING WITH THE MATTER OF YOU AND SERIOUSLY THE SIGHT OF YOU PISSED ME OFF.DUN TRY TO THINK WATEVER IDIOTIC THINGS YOU WRITE IS GONNA HURT ME BUT I TELL YOU,YOU ARE DOWNRIGHT WRONG.
HUMPH I GOT MY ATTITUDE AND IF YOU DUN LIKE IT.SHUT YOUR BIG MOUTH AND FREAK OFF..HYPOCRITE.

<3 ZOE. 11:55 PM

She’s got the kind of look that defies gravity
She’s the greatest cook
And she’s fat free
She’s been to private school
And she speaks perfect French
She’s got the perfect friends
Oh isn’t she cool?
She practices Tai Chi
She'd never lose her nerve
She's more than you deserve
She's just far better than me

Hey, hey!So don’t bother
I won’t die of deception
I promise you won’t ever see me cry
Don’t feel sorry
And don't bother
I’ll be fine
But she’s waiting
The ring you gave to her will lose its shine
So don’t bother, be unkind

I’m sure she doesn’t know
How to touch you like I would
I beat her at that one good
Don’t you think so?
She's almost six feet tall
She must think I'm a flea
I’m really a cat, you see
And it's not my last life at all

Hey, hey!So don't bother
I won't die of deception
I promise you won't ever see me cry
Don't feel sorry
Don't botherI’ll be fine
But she's waiting
The ring you gave to her will lose its shine
So don’t bother, be unkind

For you, I'd give up all I own
And move to a communist country
If you came with me, of course
And I'd file my nails so they don't hurt you
And lose those pounds, and learn about football
If it made you stay, but you won't, but you won't
So don't bother,I'll be fine, I'll be fine, I'll be fine, I'll be fine
I promise you won't ever see me cry
And after all I'm glad that I'm not your type
I promise you won't ever see me cry
Don't bother,I'll be fine, I'll be fine, I'll be fine, I'll be fine
I promise you won’t ever see me cry
Don't bother,I'll be fine, I'll be fine, I'll be fine, I'll be fine
I promise you won't ever see me cry
And after all I'm glad that I'm not your type, not your type, not your type, not your type
I promise you won't ever see me cry

Shakira-Dun Bother

<3 ZOE. 8:10 PM

haiz upset this few days...must seriously go and shop like crazy ...
think got depression?
haiz

dun prob

<3 ZOE. 7:47 PM